Wednesday, June 10, 2009

the new info from my facebook

I dream. I love. I learn. I laugh. I smile. I cry. I enjoy what I have – but sometimes want more. I make very clear visuals in my head. I cherish those who bless me with their company. I let my mind wander – sometimes a little too much. I take pictures. I make videos. I dance – in and out of the rain. I want to work for Pixar some day. I sing. I act – poorly. I smile some more. I make several copies of everything in fear of losing it. I organize. I mother others – sometimes to the point of their annoyance. I listen thoroughly. I chat. I yell. I scream. I draw. I paint. I make friendship bracelets. I believe in God. I cherish the smaller things. I believe in soulmates – can't wait to meet mine. I don't like pizza, popsicles, #2 pencils, muscle spasms, being late, jumping spiders, or bad erasers. I sleep. I feel bliss when surrounded by my friends. I write. I play. I breathe. I worry. I ponder. I envy. I fear. I believe that the good stuff comes at times when you don't suspect. I have way too much art supplies – but. I love every piece. I have the most wonderful family. I have contacts. And glasses. I get lost in music. I whisper. I peek. I admit. I lie. I speak. I ride bicycles. I eat fairly healthy. I approach anger and frustration with the same amount of bitterness. I take too much and give too little. I wish. I run. I come. I go. I leave. I know what is out there – and yet. I have no idea. I own a Mac. I miss being five years old. I can't wait to be 25. I smell. I think. I react – sometimes too quickly. I wish I had more patience. I wish I had more understanding. I wish I had more awe, wonder, reverence, responsibility, determination, enthusiasm. I wish I could tell the world how much I love it – and at the same time how much. I don't deserve what it's given me. I wish I could tell you how much I love you... but when. I try. I find there are no words. : )